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...can't fight this feeling anymore. I've forgotten what I started fighting for....

腦子裡的音樂重複地揮之不去，勉強的睜開眼睛，看起來天才剛亮，沒見過的被單，沒見過的窗簾，不會吧，果然，旁邊睡著的她的臉也沒見過。這是她換新男友之後的第幾次了？沒辦法想，喝太多了。



躡手躡腳的起了床，頭痛的要死，想不起來我是怎麼到這裡來的，裸著身體在陌生的廚房裡開冰箱，冰箱裡只有水，幾個蛋，半包起司，一盒開過的滿漢香腸，冰箱的小黃燈照的特別慘澹，輕手輕腳的在鍋裡熱油，先打蛋下去，然後把香腸放進我家牛排會有的那種土司小烤箱裡烤，這是之前一個女孩教我的作法。聲音開始有點大了，也很香。「你在幹嘛？」站在廚房門口的是一個直髮及肩、黑粗框眼鏡、睡眼惺忪只穿著一件白Ｔ恤的清秀女孩，有著一副白Ｔ遮掩不住的好身材。「我以為你跟其他人一樣走了。」「吵醒妳了？」「還好，我起得早。」「醒了的話就準備吃早餐吧。」「我找找你的衣服。」她有點尷尬的轉身出去。

「我第一次遇到會起床變出早餐的男人。」我看著眼前這張陌生的臉孔，Ｖ字領口露出的乳溝。跟剛剛比起來似乎比較不尷尬了一點。「香腸跟煎蛋啊，跟我昨晚在床上吃的一樣說。」很好，會開始講黃色冷笑話了。「你都這樣嗎？」嗯？「早餐。」我只是宿醉頭痛醒來。「好吃嗎？」「比我煎的好吃。蛋太鹹。」哈哈哈。我們都笑了。「我叫莎麗。」「那就叫我哈利好了。」「電話號碼？」「我以為我們不會再見面了。」「這是你要的嗎？」「也不是。」「那幾號？」「776-2323」我忘記怎麼來到這裡跟這個從未謀面的女孩子一起睡覺了，然後我給了她電話。

「why？」「香腸很好吃啊。」是喔。

Can't Fight This Feeling
REO Speedwagon

I can't fight this feeling any longer.
And yet I'm still afraid to let it flow.
What started out as friendship,
Has grown stronger.
I only wish I had the strength to let it show.

I tell myself that I can't hold out forever.
I said there is no reason for my fear.
Cause I feel so secure when we're together.
You give my life direction,
You make everything so clear.

And even as I wander,
I'm keeping you in sight.
You're a candle in the window,
On a cold, dark winter's night.
And I'm getting closer than I ever thought I might.

And I can't fight this feeling anymore.
I've forgotten what I started fighting for.
It's time to bring this ship into the shore,
And throw away the oars, forever.

Cause I can't fight this feeling anymore.
I've forgotten what I started fighting for.
And if I have to crawl upon the floor,
Come crushing through your door,
Baby, I can't fight this feeling anymore.

My life has been such a whirlwind since I saw you.
I've been running round in circles in my mind.
And it always seems that I'm following you, girl,
Cause you take me to the places,
That alone I'd never find.

And even as I wander,
I'm keeping you in sight.
You're a candle in the wind,
On a cold, dark winter's night.
And I'm getting closer than I ever thought I might.

And I can't fight this feeling anymore.
I've forgotten what I started fighting for.
It's time to bring this ship into the shore,
And throw away the oars, forever.

Cause I can't fight this feeling anymore.
I've forgotten what I started fighting for.
And if I have to crawl upon the floor,
Come crushing through your door,
Baby, I can't fight this feeling anymore.