it's easier to leave than to be left behind

老實說我最近的作息不是很正常。有時候10點就睡著（然後半夜爬起來洗澡握著蓮蓬頭發呆），有時候半夜兩點依然沒有睡意（但為了上班的緣故強迫自己上床睡著），昨天晚上本來我打算正常的去睡，不小心在睡前又打開電視開始一個我喜歡的影集。昨天的片尾曲就是這首REM的leaving new york。

所以我沒睡覺，回到房間翻箱倒櫃找不到我的CD，但youtube有，非常耽溺的美。我希望你也能聽聽看。



然後我把房間的燈全都關上，手抱著膝蓋賴在椅子裡，閉上眼睛聽了很多次。大概是因為我總是被留下來的那個人吧。上次有人跟我說保護色不要那麼重，如果我跟你說原因的話，你一定會笑吧。

It's quiet now, and what it brings, is everything
comes calling back, a brilliant night, I'm still awake
I looked ahead, I'm sure I saw you there.
You don't need me to tell you now, that nothing can compare

(chorus)
You might've laughed if I told you,
You might have hidden your frown.
You might've succeeded in changing me,
I might've been turned around.
It's easier to leave than to be left behind,
Leaving was never my proud,
Leaving New York never easy,
I saw the light fading out.

Now life is sweet, and what it brings
I tried to take.
the loneliness it wears me out,
it lies in wake.
and all I've lost, you're in my eyes,
shatter a necklace across your thighs
i might've lived my life in a dream
but i swear it, this is real
memories refuses, and it shatters like glass
mercurial future, forget the past,
but it's you, it's what I feel

You might've laughed if I told you,
You might have hidden your frown.
You might've succeeded in changing me,
I might've been turned around.
It's easier to leave than to be left behind,
Leaving was never my proud,
Leaving New York never easy,
I saw the light fading out.

You find it in your heart, it's pulling me apart,
You find it in your heart, it's pulling me apart.

I told you, forever, I love you, forever - continues during
I told you, forever, I love you, forever / last chorus.
I told you, forever, I love you, forever
I told you, forever, I love you, forever

You might've laughed if I told you,
You might have hidden your frown.
You might've succeeded in changing me,
I might've been turned around.
It's easier to leave than to be left behind,
Leaving was never my proud,
Leaving New York never easy,
I saw the light fading out.

Leaving New York never easy,
I saw the light fading out.

那麼我想走進店裡伸手拿走任何我要的，然後肆意的扯開它的包裝。